I’m Tired of Living Like This by Sara Corris
Sara Corris's story evokes Philip Larkin: "They fuck you up, your mum and dad. They may not mean to, but they do." “Do you remember the last thing he said?” “I’m tired of living like this.” The officer thanked her and sent her home. Two o’clock in the morning, and no one was asleep. From Mark’s bathroom: “BAGEL, NO! NO! Goddammit!” From Sadie’s bedroom: “Dad, shut the fuck up! Some of us are trying to sleep!” From Sam and Mark’s bedroom: “Sadie, don’t speak to your father that way. Mark, stop yelling at the cat like a goddamn idiot.” From Matthew’s bedroom: “Mommeeee, daddeeeee, why is evwybody yelling?” Mark stormed out of his bathroom and nearly collided with Sam, carrying Matthew in her arms. “Jesus, Mark -” “He did it again, your cat! I stood there and watched as Bagel got inside his litterbox, pawed around, then got out of his litterbox and shh - and pooped on the floor right next to the litterbox.” Cackling, from Sadie’s room. “...